I really don't know who I am anymore. A few years ago I use to get up in the morning and be excited to be awake and ready for the day. Just this last year I hated the idea of getting out of bed so much that I never got up except to go to work. Life changes. Some people go to church all the time or take care of kids, or work, or go to school or do all of those things! I just am not sure what makes me tick anymore. There are things I do- work, school, love,photography, knitting--- but what kind of person am I?
I like that in Mark, Jesus is struggling with who he is. Don't we all do it at some point or another? I really is something I identify with. Maybe who we are and what we like to do changes constantly. Jesus was human so I can see why he would have that struggle. Do I eat or do I resist, do I follow God's word or turn away, Do I love or show hate. Theses are questions we all deal with!
I'm growing into the person I need to be and its hard but I know that as long as I continue to try to live good and be happy, that everything will be ok.
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